missing you more than ever.my rock,my friend,my mum.im so lost.im finding it harder and harder the longer it gets.i just cant seem to find my place in life without you mum.its such a struggle i honestly dont know what to do without you.i never feel happy any more.every day is a blur and they all mold into one.id give anything to have you back.anything.id give my life for you.i wish i could turn back time,maybe there was something i could of done.ill never forgive myself.it wasnt your time to leave.love you so much wish you could talk back to me.xxxxxxxxxxxxxx