hi ruth i cant believe its been a year today i cant even describe how much pain am in.not a day or second goes by that am not thinking of you.i drive round in the car talking to you like your still sitting next to me.i hope were ever you are your free from pain but still smiling as always am doin my best to stay strong till we meet again . love an miss you loads sending hugs an kissess your heartbroken sister an best friend tracey xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx