Thinking of you always mum.ive seen u alot lately in my dreams.it makes me feel so secure and at peace wen you come to visit,i enjoyed sitting in the field amongst the tulips with the sun on us and the nice breeze,i love the places you take us,it just makes me sad wen you tell me i have to go.please dont ever stop coming to see me,it keeps me going.love you more than is ever possible to love another person and im so heartbroken that i only get to see you wen im sleeping.miss you dreadfully and every day is a struggle without you my amazing beautiful mum...my best friend...my rock...my everything.so honoured to have been in your life and so blessed.love charl xxxxxxxxxxxxx