love and miss you mum thinking of u constantly and remembering all our amazing times together.im constantly day dreaming about you and thngs we talked about.everything reminds me of you, everywere i go i see u in my every day life and feel you in my memories.still cant believe all this time has past without seeing you.it kills me inside i try so hard not to let it wash over me,when i close my eyes and see your face the pain stabs me in my heart.so i try my hardest not to do it.just wish you were here mum i have so much to tell you about,by the time i get to see you ill have to start keeping a diary so i dont forget anything lol.i often take pop out at nite mum and look up at the stars and wonder were you are and can you look back and see us,dont worry about pop i look after her so well like a baby,she loves me now remember when she used to hate me haha.im not mean to her anymore as im sure you can prob see somehow.she comforts me mum she reminds me of you.well speaking of pop im going to go and walk her.missing you doesnt even begin to express how i feel love you eternaly xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx