Ruth what can i say because i miss you so much . The pain is not going away. Where ever i go in this world i always take you with me i sit an look out to the sea an my head starts to hurt because i think about all the good times we had an all the laughs . But i still cant come to terms with this . You where taken far to young . But you are with me when i wake in the mornin an when i go to bed a night . I always pray for you to come an vist me . I long so much to see you and hear your voice one more time . But for now i will carry all those amazon memories with me .LOVE YOU ALWAYS AN MISS YOU SO MUCH XXXXXXXXXXXX