miss you so much mum its a terrible time of year without you now.i hate christmas without you i hate every day without you but seem to miss u even more this time if year.so lost without you i miss your face i miss your hands im just devastated mum i miss saying mum out loud i miss hugging you an listening to your ticking it comforted me.just so lost without you i dont know what to do with myself.wish you were here with me now you always knew what to say and you always did know best even though i would never admit it to you.its hard not having your guidance mum you were my best friend and i miss you dreadfully.love you eternal and always xxxxxx