Just sitting here thinking of u mum as always.thinking of our nights in we used to have an watch films an have choccy an talk rubbish all night,i miss you mum i dream about you all the time and it feels so good to see you wilst im asleep.i like it because i remember all my dreams so vividly its almost like ive actually spent time with you when i wake up,it makes me sad because i dont want to wake up from you.i cant believe how much time has past when i was used to seeing you every day.miss you so much my heart skips when i think of you and what happened.its that shocking to me it doesnt feel real its like its happened to someone else not me.i dont think it will ever feel real to me.love you always mum xxxxxxxx