cant believe 4 years have gone by mum i really cant i still miss you just as much and think of you all the time,my life without you still feels lost and empty and i doubt that will ever change.you were such a massive part of my life its hard to fill the void.i know we will see each other again one day and until then i just have to do my best without you.i love you so much you were and are my life and nothing will ever match our bond.love you mum xxxxxx