well mum who would of ever thought that i wouldnt see you for 5 years.it still seems like yesterday,everyone still misses you so,i miss you every day nothing has changed it never gets better,i suppose thats what happens when the person who has to go is so fantastic and special you leave such a massive hole.im still lost without you mum and still heartbroken i think i always will be.love you always my amazing mum xxxxxx