ruth i hope you are looking down over us and watching how every day is a strugle i hope you will push your way into sallys thoughts andwe get lucky we really need to have something to know that you are there i pray you will so maybe charl will get some comfort from you she is so brave you will be so proud even tho its hard for her tracy jord and hana have been a rock for her iam so proud of our tracy it breaks my heart when i see them ihold my tears back till i walk away every day i miss my sister love you ruth xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx