Hi ruth, been thinking about you a lot this week. been feeling a little blue. I kept thinking how strong you were and how much of a fighter you were. I went away with my mum and she was her usual pleasant self ;-)and when she was getting me down I thought of you and what if she wasnt here. so I let her moan and whinge and thought of charl and what she would give to have one day with you. Miss and love you lisa xxx