hi ruth, well cant believe christmas is nearly here, never thought we would all get through this last half of the year without you, its been so painfull,some days i could just sit and cry, dont think you realise how much you meant to all of us, i know you will be around us keeping us safe, but i would love to here you laugh again!! miss you so much ruth, hope your ok where ever you are, sending you lots of kisses all my love rach x x x x