missing you so much.think of you constantly, when im walking pop outside i can feel you in the wind when it blows in my hair,can feel you in the sun shining down on me,can feel you in the night stars twinkeling.i feel you all around me mum i always look up at the sky and wonder were you are.i believe we were all once part of the universe and we all go back into it when its our time and if thats true then your here with me now all around in everything,apart of everything like we were at the begining of time.love you and long for the time i will be with you again,if i could i would swap places with you just so you could have a chance of a life without pain just to see what it was like.id do anything for you i just wish i could of done more when you were here.my biggest regret in life.miss and love you always xxxxxxxxxxxx