My dear ruth i know your watching down on me an are lynne looking after mum . I always promised you that i would look after mum an charl if anythink happend to you. But i didnt think in a million years thats how it would work out. An i hope you think am doin a good job . I dont need to tell you mum is not well because your with us everyday. My grieving for you ruth is stronger than ever. An the pain dosent get any easier . Your always in my thoughts an forever in my heart i miss you more than words could describe love you always big hugs an kisses . Tracey xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx