hi mum alexander o'neil is on celeb big brother ive just been sitting here listening to his songs i cant believe the memories that have come flooding back.I remember driving round with you in our nissan sunny i think it was with the cd on blasting,our favorite song was hearsay.i have just sat and played it an closed my eyes an we were back sitting in your car i could almost smell your parfume.Im in a terrible state now lol this is why i cant remember things about you.its too painful.but wow what a strong memory u looked beautiful.missing and love you from afar xxxxxx