miss you my beautiful mum nothing changes as time goes by nothing gets easier and the pain never goes away,i dont miss you any less i dont long to see you any less alls thats changed is you just develop ways to cope with the loss.you would laugh at me mum cause im so nasty and antisocial even more than before me and tracey laugh about it all the time,ive gone nuts lol.ive got so much to tell you mum i miss us talking for hours sometimes about complete rubbish but it was my favorite thing to do in the world.there was no other person i would of rather of spent time with,i miss my best friend.love you so much and miss you like i would miss breathing.cant believe it still mum maybe one day it will sink in.i hope im a old woman when that happens so i wont have long to see my best friend again love you always xxxxxxxxxxxx