hi ruth, been thinking of you lots today, adam bought me a little jack russel her name is darcy she is so cute just like your poppy, i know you would of loved her, hopefully you have seen me in the garden trying to train her to poop an wee outside in the cold hahaha, hope your ok where ever you might be, keeping looking over charl and trace i know some days are really hard for them but they stay strong for each other! i still find it hard that this all has happend and the pain is so hard wen i think of whats happend in the last 9 months, some days it feels like it gets worse, you are such a special person in our family, miss you everyday sending you lots of love and big hugs rach x x x x