oh mum i miss you so much saying this to you on here doesnt even begin to express how i feel.i cant put it in to words its just so painfull that is all i can say.im so lost without you just feel empty like im not reealy here.i doubt i will ever feel any better.im just so angry you got taken away so very angry it eats me up inside.i miss you in every single second of the day im exhausted trying to put you at the back of my mind just so i can function.i honestly dont know what im going to do without you for whatever life i have left it just feels empty and pointless because im so heartbroken.id give anything just to hug you i love you mum with every inch of who i am and im in so much pain i wish you could make it better.love always my amazing mum xxxxxxxxxxxxx